Flowers of your pain

“I… I need clothes, please..”, Markus replied, a little shy. He really didn’t want to wear his clothes again. Sweaty and smelly and.. just reminding him of the day he had had. He was glad when it was over.

Now with only the towel around his waist, it was clearly visible how underweight he was, ribs being able to be seen rather easily. He was covered in bruises, black and blue from today, greenish and yellow ish from days before. Slowly healing. Mostly on his sides, but also his arms, and thighs -hand and finger shaped- and on his shins.

Flowers of your pain

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“Thank you.”, Markus replied, a weak smile on his lips. He waited until Daniel was gone and the door was closed, before he carefully got out of his clothes and into the shower, after making sure he knew where the towels were.

Showering hurt. Mostly because the heat wasn’t great for his many bruises. He was glad he didn’t have to see them though. He wondered how many of those were still flowers on Daniel.

Daniel waited in the next room, looking through some files on his laptop. He hummed softly to himself, he was so happy that he finally had Markus for himself.

Markus showered, cleaning himself off properly. He felt a whole lot better being finally clean, and not sticky and gross. He took his time showering too, careful and gentle with his bruises.

When he was done, he cried himself off, before coming to a dilemma. He had no fresh clothes. So, he wrapped the towel around himself, carefully walking to the door and opening it.

“Daniel?”, he asked, not wanting to raise his voice a lot.

Flowers of your pain

“Thank you.”, Markus replied, a weak smile on his lips. He waited until Daniel was gone and the door was closed, before he carefully got out of his clothes and into the shower, after making sure he knew where the towels were.

Showering hurt. Mostly because the heat wasn’t great for his many bruises. He was glad he didn’t have to see them though. He wondered how many of those were still flowers on Daniel.

Flowers of your pain

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Markus sniffed, trying his hardest not to cry, nodding against Daniel. Daniel was his boyfriend now, and he wasn’t going to hurt him, or use him, or do anything against his will. He cared for and about him, and his comfort, and his wants.

“I’d- I’d like t-to shower, please…”, he mumbled, voice a little strained as some tears did escaped him. He just wanted to clean himself finally, and hope he wasn’t too badly bruised, even though his whole body hurt at a simple hug. Or having been picked up. Everything hurt, but he was good at hiding that.

Daniel nodded and carefully helped him up, guiding him to his bathroom. He looked at him, “okay hun, I will let you undress okay?” He told him and took his hand, “over here is the shower, and inside are shampoo and body wash. Towels are on the right side of the shower.” He told him.

“Okay.. thank you..”, Markus mumbled softly, sniffing. He was still trembling, hating to think about all that had already happened. 
“I-… can.. I all you if I need help?..”, he asked quietly. As long as he knew which was the shampoo, and where the towels where, he should be fine, but.. still.

Flowers of your pain

Markus sniffed, trying his hardest not to cry, nodding against Daniel. Daniel was his boyfriend now, and he wasn’t going to hurt him, or use him, or do anything against his will. He cared for and about him, and his comfort, and his wants.

“I’d- I’d like t-to shower, please…”, he mumbled, voice a little strained as some tears did escaped him. He just wanted to clean himself finally, and hope he wasn’t too badly bruised, even though his whole body hurt at a simple hug. Or having been picked up. Everything hurt, but he was good at hiding that.

Flowers of your pain

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“More than just being almost murdered..”, Markus mumbled softly, holding onto Daniel. “I… I don’t mind where..”, he answered then. He would be happy to shower as soon as he could, though he also didn’t mind if he had to wait a little bit longer until he could.

“What… what do you mean not just that?” He asked softly and looked at him.

Markus’ grip on Daniel tightened a little. “He’s…. he’s already used me for sex this morning… and beat me…”, he mumbled quietly. He’s woken up to being used. He got beaten because, even though he had barely been awake, he hadn’t been good enough. Because the breakfast he was forced to make had been a little burnt -because Markus had been in pain, barely awake enough to know what’s going on.
“Used me more this afternoon, since I wasn’t good enough… probably bruised my ribs… before finally deciding to choke me…”. Getting his face fucked was a lot better than being beaten until he laid on the ground, and then continued to being kicked until he couldn’t even make sounds of pain anymore.

He was hiding his face in Daniel’s chest at this point, trembling slightly.

Flowers of your pain

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Markus waited patiently, fiddling with his shirt. He needed to change. He needed to shower too, he hadn’t gotten to earlier, and he felt really gross.

He perked up slightly when he heard Daniel come back, smiling softly at the kiss. “Okay.”, he replied, waiting for Daniel to take his hand again to help him back outside.

“Or do you wanna stay here for a little longer, Darling?” He asked softly and gave him a soft squeeze.

“Mh.. I really need a shower..”, Markus mumbled in reply. “Today was… a very very bad day…”. He didn’t want to say what all had happened, unless Daniel really wanted to know.

Flowers of your pain

Markus waited patiently, fiddling with his shirt. He needed to change. He needed to shower too, he hadn’t gotten to earlier, and he felt really gross.

He perked up slightly when he heard Daniel come back, smiling softly at the kiss. “Okay.”, he replied, waiting for Daniel to take his hand again to help him back outside.

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“Sure.”, Markus replied softly and nodded. He thanked him softly when he was helped out of the car, holding onto Daniel’s hand. He hadn’t grabbed his cane when they left, so he was fully dependent on Daniel to help him walk around. It was something his past abusers liked to do too, though this time Markus had really just forgotten to grab it out of habit of not being allowed to.

Daniel held his hand softly and made sure to lead him inside safely. He then sat him down on his comfy couch. His home smelt like a mixture of cinnamon and his own scent.

“I’ll be right back alright?” He said softly and pecked his lips.

“Alright.”, Markus replied with a small smile and nodded. He would be okay waiting here on the couch. He could hear it was quiet here, and no one else was around. He was safe, and would be safe waiting here.