Colourful black

thewaywarddemonchild:

emptynarration:

“I.. I just have to trust the person if they say it’s colourful.”, Markus mumbled, looking away and to the lake again.
“I try to take a picture of it and send it to my brother though. I can trust him to tell me.”, he muttered quietly. He just wasn’t always able to right away. When he got stuck in an abusive relationship, it was hard to just be on his phone without being controlled.

“I haven’t met them yet, so I don’t know how it would feel… just.. hopefully good.”:

“I haven’t found mine yet. But I dream about the day I do. The colors, the moment, the person? Female or male or whomever. I just hope they’re nice.” She said giving a dreamy sigh. “I can’t wait. I’m 25 and lonely.” She chuckled.

“I hope so too.”, Markus hummed softly. “But they can be anywhere on the world. You could find them when you’ve grown old.”. Many people tried their hardest to find their soulmate, but Markus wasn’t about to force it. His soulmate would find him some day, and they’d touch, and he would hopefully be happy with them.

Colourful black

“I.. I just have to trust the person if they say it’s colourful.”, Markus mumbled, looking away and to the lake again.
“I try to take a picture of it and send it to my brother though. I can trust him to tell me.”, he muttered quietly. He just wasn’t always able to right away. When he got stuck in an abusive relationship, it was hard to just be on his phone without being controlled.

“I haven’t met them yet, so I don’t know how it would feel… just.. hopefully good.”:

Flowers of your pain

dxrkmirxge:

emptynarration:

“Mh… don’t wanna..”, Markus mumbled. He didn’t eat a lot, nor often. Usually he barely got anything to eat after getting up, and rarely in the evenings something. Most of the time, he just didn’t eat. Either because he didn’t feel like it, because he felt like he didn’t deserve food, or because past insults to his appearance and weight -which had never been a lot- plagued him.

Daniel looked down at the other, “darling you need to eat. Your body needs energy and it only gets that by eating” he explained softly and rubbed his sides.

“I know… but.. no..”, Markus pressed his face into Daniel’s neck, holding onto him tighter. He really didn’t want to. He neither wanted to move, nor let Daniel move. Or leave him, for that matter. He was warm.

Colourful black

thewaywarddemonchild:

emptynarration:

“You don’t need to be sorry.”, Markus hummed, changing his position a little. Resting his chin on his knees, opening his eyes to look out at the lake. His eyes looked pretty much normal, their colour almost golden in the light.

“How would you have known? You just met me, and I as sitting with my eyes closed.”. And his cane laid on the other side of him, pushed in to not be in anyone’s way.

“Alright.” She saw his eyes and hers widened, “You have beautiful eyes Markus.” The woman was captivated by the golden color. She watched him adjust himself and a light blush came upon her cheeks.

“Thank you.”, Markus smiled lightly towards her. It was pretty much impossible to tell he was blind at first glance like this. He hadn’t always been blind, so it wasn’t too hard for him to face someone when they were nearby and speaking.

Flowers of your pain

“Mh… don’t wanna..”, Markus mumbled. He didn’t eat a lot, nor often. Usually he barely got anything to eat after getting up, and rarely in the evenings something. Most of the time, he just didn’t eat. Either because he didn’t feel like it, because he felt like he didn’t deserve food, or because past insults to his appearance and weight -which had never been a lot- plagued him.

Colourful black

“You don’t need to be sorry.”, Markus hummed, changing his position a little. Resting his chin on his knees, opening his eyes to look out at the lake. His eyes looked pretty much normal, their colour almost golden in the light.

“How would you have known? You just met me, and I as sitting with my eyes closed.”. And his cane laid on the other side of him, pushed in to not be in anyone’s way.

Flowers of your pain

dxrkmirxge:

emptynarration:

Markus slept for an hour or two, before he started to wake up again. His neck was a little stiff, and he was in general not the greatest feeling having slept sitting, but that would fade again soon.

“Daniel?..”, he asked quietly, wanting to make sure he was here, even though he was still in his lap.

“I’m right here Markus.” Daniels voice said softly and his grip tightened a bit around the other. He smiled warmly and pecked his forehead.

“I told you I would be still here, and so I am” he hummed.

Markus smiled lightly. “’m glad.”, he mumbled. He was really happy he was still here, and real, and holding him. He was really glad he was alive, and hadn’t dreamed this up.

He nuzzled further into Daniel’s neck, glad he was here.

Colourful black

thewaywarddemonchild:

emptynarration:

“Mh. Kinda.”, Markus replied. He had no clue how the spot of his soulmate must look like, other than cover probably their whole palm and underside of their fingers. There must be a lot of people with black palms. Shaking hands, grabbing someone, high-fiving, so many more things you did with other people as first touch. Even things like slapping someone.

“I just don’t want to be lied to again by someone.”, he murmured. Being blind meant he had to trust the other person when they said their spots turned colorful.

“Lied to? How would someone lie to you?” She asked, “Wouldn’t you see the color?” She looked to him still unaware he was blind.

“I’m blind.”, Markus replied. He didn’t bother facing her, or opening his eyes as he was enjoying the sun -not that he could see much of anything. Some light and dark was all.

He wasn’t very surprised she understood immediately what he had meant, seeing how they were talking about soulmates.

Colourful black

“Mh. Kinda.”, Markus replied. He had no clue how the spot of his soulmate must look like, other than cover probably their whole palm and underside of their fingers. There must be a lot of people with black palms. Shaking hands, grabbing someone, high-fiving, so many more things you did with other people as first touch. Even things like slapping someone.

“I just don’t want to be lied to again by someone.”, he murmured. Being blind meant he had to trust the other person when they said their spots turned colorful.