Flowers of your pain

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Markus hummed lightly. He pulled oven open, carefully pushing the trays in. He couldn’t be sad. He couldn’t allow himself to feel bad. Daniel didn’t need to worry about him, when he was overreacting.

“Can we decorate them once they’re done and cooled?”, he asked instead. He could make some sugar glace, and melt some chocolate. That’d be nice.

“Definitely! Maybe we could also top some of them with strawberry jelly” he hummed happily and pulled Markus close to kiss him with such a passion and love, he had never kissed anyone before.

Markus squeaked when he was pulled close, holding onto Daniel’s chest as he was kissed like that. He was blushing, though also kissed him back just as deeply and lovingly.

“Daniel?..”, he spoke quietly, keeping himself close to the other. “You never once told me you felt like sex… I.. It’s really dumb of me, just.. Do you not want to at all?…”.

He just wanted to know. He was so used to being constantly used, that after a month of nothing, he wondered. He knew Daniel had told him it was only to show how much someone loved their partner…

Flowers of your pain

Markus hummed lightly. He pulled oven open, carefully pushing the trays in. He couldn’t be sad. He couldn’t allow himself to feel bad. Daniel didn’t need to worry about him, when he was overreacting.

“Can we decorate them once they’re done and cooled?”, he asked instead. He could make some sugar glace, and melt some chocolate. That’d be nice.

Flowers of your pain

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“Thanks.”, Markus said softly. He carefully rolled out the dough, laying the rolling pin in front of the blob of dough he had started to make.

He felt around the cutters, feeling their shapes. He never thought too much of Christmas, if he was honest. But he was going to visit Arthur again, with or without Daniel.

Daniel smiled and grabbed a knife to cut out the shapes himself. He hummed as he made some hearts and stars.

Markus went ahead and got some baking trays ready, before he started with the cookies. He cut out cookies until he was done with the dough Daniel had given him. Continuing with his own dough would make too many cookies. He knew that, so he grabbed it and wrapped it into foil.

He could maybe finish it in some days. Or he had to throw it away. Probably. Why did he even attempt to make his own? He bit his lip, putting it into the fridge.

Flowers of your pain

“Thanks.”, Markus said softly. He carefully rolled out the dough, laying the rolling pin in front of the blob of dough he had started to make.

He felt around the cutters, feeling their shapes. He never thought too much of Christmas, if he was honest. But he was going to visit Arthur again, with or without Daniel.

Flowers of your pain

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Markus smiled lightly. At least he got praise, even if he couldn’t work on his own dough. He’d just. Ignore it for now. Daniel had given him something else to do after all.

“Do you want to cut out your own shapes?”, he asked then. Or maybe Daniel had brought more cookie cutters.

“We can do that. I brought some cutters from work as well if you want to use them” he hummed.

“Sure.”, Markus replied softly and nodded. He wouldn’t cut out shapes by hand. He didn’t tend to do that even before he knew Daniel, but now he still had big problems doing anything with a knife around Daniel. Afraid he wouldn’t let him, because he might hurt himself -which was pretty unlikely, but still.

But at least he could use cookie cutters.

Flowers of your pain

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Markus smiled softly, happy. He had a really good recipe for butter cookies, that could be nicely cut into shapes without losing their shape. He didn’t own a lot of cookie cutters though.

He hummed softly and pecked his lips gently before he started to make dough, then handing him some to knead.

Markus quietly made his own dough, needing some heavy kneading with the amount of butter in it. He was happy doing so though. When Daniel handed him dough to knead, he put his own away, biting his lip as he focused on kneading the dough he’s been given.

Flowers of your pain

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“Of course.”, Markus replied softly, happily kissing Daniel too. He took them every day, even though he had been unsure at first. But when he hadn’t seen any negative outcome, he continued taking them without much worry.

“What do you wanna do today?”, he asked, leaning against Daniel’s chest.

„I thought we could bake some Christmas cookies together? Christmas is in less than a week“ he told him and nuzzled his nose softly.

“That’d be nice.”, Markus hummed softly. He was still reluctant doing anything with Danielle related to cooking and especially baking, but felt more comfortable agreeing to things and trying his best.

Flowers of your pain

“Of course.”, Markus replied softly, happily kissing Daniel too. He took them every day, even though he had been unsure at first. But when he hadn’t seen any negative outcome, he continued taking them without much worry.

“What do you wanna do today?”, he asked, leaning against Daniel’s chest.