Flowers of your pain

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Markus hummed softly and nodded. “I’m really really happy about it. He’s the reason I’m still here.”, he said softly. Arthur had saved his life multiple times, always rushing to get to him and get him help when he needed it most.

He nodded and brought him closer. “Now you have someone else as well who takes care of you my dear” he smiled warmly.

“Yeah…”, Markus mumbled softly and nodded. He wasn’t too sure about it, but he also needed someone else close to him like this. He should really call his brother and ask him to come over, once Daniel left him again.

“Thank you.”, he murmured.

Draw on me

Markus had been contently doodling on his hand and wrist, staying with Arthur as he went back to working. He noticed the message when Agnes was already asleep, though he still replied anyways -not knowing if she’d see it before or after sleeping.

“Until then.”, he wrote and added a small heart to it, just because he wanted to.

Draw on me

secretaryofstrength:

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It took a while before Markus was told of the reply, but he smiled at the question.
“Yes!”, he wrote back. He couldn’t write too well with his right hand, especially now that he was blind. He could write cursive somewhat well with his right hand though.

“There’s one nearby.”, Markus replied, glad when Arthur told him it wasn’t censored. He really didn’t understand how this worked, with what got censored and what not. It was just weird.

“Are you going to search for me?”, he asked then. It seemed like it, if he was honest. He wondered if she would be able to. He’d like to meet her.

Agnes smiles softly. That would make it easier. She replied almost instantly. “Yes.” She didn’t want to be lonely, and wasn’t the whole purpose of having a soulmate being with them forever?

She looked up at the clock and noticed that her break was over. “I’ll talk to you later.” She capped the marker and went back to work.

Markus smiled, happy. He would love to meet his soulmate. He knew Arthur would like to as well, and had some good clues, but he wasn’t going to leave Markus alone when he needed him. And he knew if his soulmate came and stayed with Markus, he’d be okay. At least once they got Arthur’s approval. For him, even if they were soulmates, they could still not be good. So he wanted to make sure his brother was in good hands.

Draw on me

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It took a while before Markus was told of the reply, but he smiled at the question.
“Yes!”, he wrote back. He couldn’t write too well with his right hand, especially now that he was blind. He could write cursive somewhat well with his right hand though.

“There’s one nearby.”, Markus replied, glad when Arthur told him it wasn’t censored. He really didn’t understand how this worked, with what got censored and what not. It was just weird.

“Are you going to search for me?”, he asked then. It seemed like it, if he was honest. He wondered if she would be able to. He’d like to meet her.

Flowers of your pain

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“You’ll get sick of me.. everyone does..”, Markus mumbled, sniffing. He didn’t like it, he didn’t like himself, and he really believed no one would ever really stay with him and love him. If only because they got annoyed by his depression.

“Can I leave out the bad things for now?”, Markus asked quietly in return. He didn’t want to talk about the things that were hurting him to this day. He’d rather tell Daniel about other things about him.

“Of course darling. Only the things you wanna tell me” he said softly.

Markus nodded lightly. “Well.. I grew up with my older brother Arthur. He always stood up to me and was there for me. Our parents died in a car accident I was involved in too. Uhm… I started losing my sight when I was… twelve? And I’m as blind as I’m now since I’m eight or nineteen. I’ve lived with Arthur most of my life. I’ve moved here with.. I think eighteen? Seventeen? With ah… an ex boyfriend.”, he mumbled his last words. He clearly didn’t want to talk about it. “Arthur still comes by a lot though. And I stay with him whenever I need to. After breakups I always stay with him. Whenever my depression gets too bad. He takes care of me.”, he smiled softly. He loved Arthur a lot.

Draw on me

secretaryofstrength:

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It took a while before Markus was told of the reply, but he smiled at the question.
“Yes!”, he wrote back. He couldn’t write too well with his right hand, especially now that he was blind. He could write cursive somewhat well with his right hand though.

Agnes hummed softly. She hoped that he didn’t have any gag mugs or anything, she would be spilling a lot. She tapped the marker against the desk for a bit.

“I’m going to be travelling tomorrow, we might be able to talk during the flight.” She smiles softly. Reunited with her boss and heading to America to try and find her soulmate, it was a busy day.

“Is it a long trip?”, Markus replied once he was able to, curious. Their breakfast was small, as neither of the brothers usually ate a lot. And Markus was slightly distracted from eating as well, writing with Agnes.

Draw on me

secretaryofstrength:

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Markus needed a while to reply, mostly since he had to get out of bed and get changed, before he could join Arthur in the kitchen again, and he could tell him about her reply.

“Okay as always.”, he wrote back. “Do you work at night?”, he wondered.

“Only until tomorrow.” Agnes hums softly. She got back to work for a bit, then checked for any messages. She was a bit anxious about attentiveness. She wanted to make sure she was there for him.

If she found him, and he wanted to go back with her, she could pay for both him and his brother with the overtime pay she’s getting from this.

Markus hummed lightly. So after tomorrow she wouldn’t be working the nights anymore. He wondered at what time they’d be able to talk then.

He began doodling on his hand as Arthur made food, glad he got to write and draw on his right arm again instead of the left. He felt better writing with her himself. But since she was working, he didn’t want to distract her too much, so doodling it was.