dxrkmirxge:

emptynarration:

Markus gasped when Daniel bit into his neck, making a soft sound of pleasure as he licked over it and felt him stroke him.

“D-danieell..”, he moaned softly, tugging on Daniel’s shirt. He wanted more, more of it, it felt good.

“Does it feel good dear? Better than what all they did? Do you feel safe?” He asked as he stroked him a bit faster. He then bit down on his neck once more while he sped up his strokes.

“Yes- yes! Daniel- I feel safe- I want this-”, Markus was gasping between words, moaning as he was bit again. “Want to be marked up, be yours, only yours- please- love you-”, he begged, gasps and moans leaving him at the strokes. He was slowly getting hard too.

Markus gasped when Daniel bit into his neck, making a soft sound of pleasure as he licked over it and felt him stroke him.

“D-danieell..”, he moaned softly, tugging on Daniel’s shirt. He wanted more, more of it, it felt good.

dxrkmirxge:

emptynarration:

Markus blushed deeply, squirming beneath Daniel. No one ever called him pretty. He was still obviously underweight, ribs able to be seen. And there were quite a lot of scars on him. But at least, no wounds, besides a few cuts on his thighs.

“Daniel..”, he whimpered softly, knowing the other was just looking at him. It made him really flustered.

Daniel chuckled softly and then leaned down to kiss him again, his hand rubbing down his sides and softly wrapping around Markus member then.

Markus kissed Daniel back, gasping when he felt the hand around him. He whimpered, holding onto Daniel’s shirt. He was still soft, pretty much.

“D-daniel…”, he whimpered softly, cheeks as red as a tomato. “I… I genuinely like a little pain…”, he told him, voice quiet and shy. He just wanted to tell Daniel, and make sure he knew he couldn’t accidentally hurt him really.

Markus blushed deeply, squirming beneath Daniel. No one ever called him pretty. He was still obviously underweight, ribs able to be seen. And there were quite a lot of scars on him. But at least, no wounds, besides a few cuts on his thighs.

“Daniel..”, he whimpered softly, knowing the other was just looking at him. It made him really flustered.

dxrkmirxge:

emptynarration:

Markus was so incredibly relieved and happy to hear that. That Daniel loved him. He loved him, he did really love him, and he was so incredibly happy.

He whimpered softly as his neck was kissed, his neck still so sensitive. By now, every bruise had fully healed, and there were just sometimes a few new cuts on him. Mostly when he was alone, and couldn’t help himself. But never a lot, never as bad as before he was with Daniel. Mostly because he was afraid of what he’d do.

Daniel kissed down his neck and to his collarbone where he left a little nip. His hands went to slowly and carefully undo his pants and pull off his clothes.

Markus was whimpering softly, enjoying the kisses and nips. He was really used to pain by now -and he had actually enjoyed a certain amount of pain too. He wasn’t sure how his body would even react to gentleness now.

He squirmed slightly, helping Daniel get himself undressed.

Markus was so incredibly relieved and happy to hear that. That Daniel loved him. He loved him, he did really love him, and he was so incredibly happy.

He whimpered softly as his neck was kissed, his neck still so sensitive. By now, every bruise had fully healed, and there were just sometimes a few new cuts on him. Mostly when he was alone, and couldn’t help himself. But never a lot, never as bad as before he was with Daniel. Mostly because he was afraid of what he’d do.

dxrkmirxge:

emptynarration:

Markus clung to Daniel when he was picked up, trembling and crying softly into his shoulder, trying to calm down. He had managed to mostly when he was laid down, rubbing his eyes.

“Don’t force yourself if you don’t want to. It’s- it’s okay.”, he replied. He did want to. He wanted to a lot of the time, genuinely, and not because he still thought he had to do it as apology or thank you. But he was afraid to ask, and afraid to be told no if he did try.

“I want to as well baby.” He whispered before he gently kissed him. He loved this man, he knew that now. And he wanted him to finally experience how sex should normally feel like.

Markus kissed Daniel back, holding onto his chest. “Then please… I love you..”, he said quietly, sniffing. He loved Daniel, and he hoped Daniel loved him as well. Or could love a part of him at least.

Markus clung to Daniel when he was picked up, trembling and crying softly into his shoulder, trying to calm down. He had managed to mostly when he was laid down, rubbing his eyes.

“Don’t force yourself if you don’t want to. It’s- it’s okay.”, he replied. He did want to. He wanted to a lot of the time, genuinely, and not because he still thought he had to do it as apology or thank you. But he was afraid to ask, and afraid to be told no if he did try.

dxrkmirxge:

emptynarration:

“Are you sure?…”, Markus asked, voice quiet. He couldn’t bring himself to look at Daniel. He felt like it was somehow his fault again. He was broken, abused and basically raped so much already. He felt like Daniel just didn’t want to with him.

“You know I just wanted to be told…. I.. It’s-.. It’s fine. Forget I asked.”, he mumbled, sniffing, pulling away from Daniel. He was overreacting again, he was aware of it, highly so. At least he told himself he was overreacting, and he felt horrible for it.

“Babe! No no no! Wait please!” Daniel gasped and pulled him in by his wrists again. “Darling I want to, I swear. If you are ready to, then I am too” he told him and looked at him.

A few tears were rolling over Markus’ cheeks, as he let Daniel stop him from walking away. He couldn’t look at Daniel, he couldn’t face him.

“How am I supposed to know I’m ready?”, he asked, voice strained from his tears. “Sex has never been special. Never loving. Not even fun. I- I… I don’t know when is the right time. I know you won’t hurt me since you’ve started staying here a month ago. I- I try- I try my hardest to be good- to-.. to be lovable… I don’t know what more to do..”, his voice was breaking as he talked, more tears dripping down his cheeks.

“Are you sure?…”, Markus asked, voice quiet. He couldn’t bring himself to look at Daniel. He felt like it was somehow his fault again. He was broken, abused and basically raped so much already. He felt like Daniel just didn’t want to with him.

“You know I just wanted to be told…. I.. It’s-.. It’s fine. Forget I asked.”, he mumbled, sniffing, pulling away from Daniel. He was overreacting again, he was aware of it, highly so. At least he told himself he was overreacting, and he felt horrible for it.