Markus blushed. It was a genuine compliment, and he wasn’t used to that.
“I’m glad.”, he said softly. He would be really happy to make good use of said lips, but he also knew Daniel wanted him to do things because he wanted them, and because he loved him. It was just hard to go against what he had always been taught to.

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“Okay..”, Markus mumbled softly and nodded. He was really glad Daniel was here for him. It was nice, and comforting.

“Thank you for saving me… I.. I was afraid you wouldn’t come..”, he muttered, sniffing. 

He looked down at him, “I would always come to help you, no matter what had happened between us in the past.” He whispered and then gently lifted his chin again and pressed his warm and soft lips against Markus.

Markus relaxed against Daniel at the kiss, softly kissing back. At least he could still kiss him, without him not wanting him to.

“I like kissing you.”, Markus said quietly, smiling softly. Daniel was always soft and gentle with him, and let him decide how much ha wanted to do.

“Okay..”, Markus mumbled softly and nodded. He was really glad Daniel was here for him. It was nice, and comforting.

“Thank you for saving me… I.. I was afraid you wouldn’t come..”, he muttered, sniffing. 

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Markus stayed quiet against Daniel, just enjoying being here with him. It was nice, just being here with him. Being safe and sound.
“Do you love me?”, he asked quietly after a while. He couldn’t imagine why he’d be loved, since they still didn’t know each other too well, but… still.

Daniel was taken aback by that question a little and he looked down at the other.

“I… I wouldn’t call it love yet, because love needs to evolve over months and years.” He explained and pulled him closer. “But I’m definitely in love with you.” He said softly.

Markus hummed softly and nodded. He hoped Daniel could learn to love him, even though he was really hard to love. At least that’s what he’s always been told. Though, Arthur always said that people just didn’t want to take their time to learn to love him. He trusted Arthur.

“Thank you.”, he said quietly.

Markus stayed quiet against Daniel, just enjoying being here with him. It was nice, just being here with him. Being safe and sound.
“Do you love me?”, he asked quietly after a while. He couldn’t imagine why he’d be loved, since they still didn’t know each other too well, but… still.

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“I still would like to know please..”, Markus mumbled softly. He wouldn’t force himself to anything if he didn’t feel like it, but he did want to know if Daniel ever felt like it.

“Of course hun. But right now I don’t think it’s the right moment to do so” he whispered and gently picked him up before he sat down with him on his bed.

“Okay…”, Markus mumbled softly. He shifted, wrapping his arms around Daniel’s middle again, nuzzling against him. Resting his head against his shoulder, just a bit above his heart.

He felt like he had done something wrong, but he also didn’t know what else he should do. So he just stayed quiet.

“I still would like to know please..”, Markus mumbled softly. He wouldn’t force himself to anything if he didn’t feel like it, but he did want to know if Daniel ever felt like it.

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“But… I want to thank you… and.. I just… am used to that..”, Markus mumbled, obviously a little confused. Just saying thanks seemed like not enough, or at least it hadn’t been for anyone else he’s been with before.

“When would I ever else want to have sex?…”.

“You normally have sex because you want to show how much you love someone Markus. Not only for a Thank you” he said softly and stroked his cheek. “We can wait with that okay? Being here with you and being able to hold you is a thank you enough for me”

“But…”, Markus mumbled, trailing off. To show someone how much he loved them? No one had ever really loved him for who he was before. He was just a good toy for sex as far as he knew.

“Okay… but.. can you tell me when you want to too?”, he asked quietly.

“But… I want to thank you… and.. I just… am used to that..”, Markus mumbled, obviously a little confused. Just saying thanks seemed like not enough, or at least it hadn’t been for anyone else he’s been with before.

“When would I ever else want to have sex?…”.

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Markus happily kissed Daniel again, enjoying it a lot. Daniel didn’t force anything on him, and let him decide the pace. Markus just… didn’t have any good way to show Daniel how thankful he was in normal ways. He was used to doing what his abusive partners wanted from him.

So he ground against Daniel, holding tightly onto him.

Daniel froze at that soft action, and he went to grab Markus hips. He gently stopped him and looked at him. “Darling, you don’t have to do this if you’re not feeling comfortable yet okay? I’m not gonna force you to do anything” he said softly and cupped his cheek.

Markus was startled when Daniel stopped him, blinking at him.
“I’m not… really uncomfortable with it.”, Markus mumbled. Daniel wouldn’t do anything against his will after all, he wasn’t going to force sex on him when he didn’t want to. But Markus was so used to different people just using him, that sex wasn’t intimate to him anymore. He never had loving sex before, really.