Tag: growlingbeasts

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growlingbeasts:

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Markus just nodded lightly. He just wanted to go home. He didn’t want Ray to know where his home was, but he couldn’t do anything about that. In the worst case he’d just move again, it wouldn’t be the first time.

Ray nooded and soon moved with the small omega through the city , glaring at any other alpha that looked wrong at Markus. He was guided by the omega and soon came to a stop not far from his home. “Well I think you can do it from here. It should be safe little one.”he said softly

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Markus just followed Ray silently, holding onto his jacket to not get lost. He noted when they stopped, nodding lightly.
“Okay.. Thank you..”, he mumbled quietly and nodded. He let go of Ray to instead walk home, hoping for the best.

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growlingbeasts:

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“I just wanna go home…”, Markus whimpered quietly. He was afraid to even answer Ray anymore. No one had ever been nice to him and stayed nice. He knew if this continued, he’d just cling to Ray. Craving someone nice, even though he knew that niceness could turn terrible really fast.

“Hey I can just walk you there and make sure no alpha wants to mess with you.”he said softly. “I won’t let anyone hurt you…if you want I can bring you back to the park if it makes you feel more comfortable..”he said softly with a reassuring smile.

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Markus stayed quiet. He didn’t know what to do. He just wanted to go home. He wasn’t good at making decisions, no one had ever let him make any.
He stayed silent, fiddling with his fingers, not knowing what to do. Couldn’t he just go home?

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“I just wanna go home…”, Markus whimpered quietly. He was afraid to even answer Ray anymore. No one had ever been nice to him and stayed nice. He knew if this continued, he’d just cling to Ray. Craving someone nice, even though he knew that niceness could turn terrible really fast.

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“I- I’m- I’m fine- I- I’m- uhm-”, Markus didn’t feel comfortable around Ray. “I’m d-done- and- and I’d- I w- I would- uhm- like- I’d- wanna- uhm- I- want to- to g-go- go h-home…”. He couldn’t help stuttering, afraid. He didn’t want to be an omega. Omegas’ were toys, housewives at best. It’s what he had always been to alphas -getting harassed in alleys, used, abused in relationships. He was happiest alone, and with his brother.

Ray looked at him with worried eyes. After some moments he sighed softly but nooded. “Okay if that is what you want..please be careful on your way I don’t want you to get hurt..I know I am an alpha but I don’t want you to be in pain..so I want you to be okay..”he said softly with a reassuring smile. He gently guided to the door in case he wanted out

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Markus knew getting home was pretty much impossible. He had not the slightest idea where he was, and he didn’t have his cane with him -Ray had forgotten to grab it at the park.

“Th-tha-ank y-y-o-you…”, he mumbled. He just wanted out. He was sure another omega would find him and help him.

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“I- I’m- I’m fine- I- I’m- uhm-”, Markus didn’t feel comfortable around Ray. “I’m d-done- and- and I’d- I w- I would- uhm- like- I’d- wanna- uhm- I- want to- to g-go- go h-home…”. He couldn’t help stuttering, afraid. He didn’t want to be an omega. Omegas’ were toys, housewives at best. It’s what he had always been to alphas -getting harassed in alleys, used, abused in relationships. He was happiest alone, and with his brother.

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growlingbeasts:

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Markus was glad when Ray didn’t come to him again. He was still scared, and barely managed to get any rest, but at least he was alone and could feel as safe as he managed to in a strange alpha’s home.

He did dread the morning though, when Ray would just come back to him again. He hoped he could leave. He just wanted to go home.

Ray woke up in the morning as he made some breakfast. He brought a plate for the small omega and wished him a good morning before leaving him alone. He knew he had to be patient and that’s what he was gonna do. He only wanted the poor omega safe.

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Markus mumbled a quiet greeting back, thanking him for the food. He hesitantly ate, rubbing his eyes. He still felt exhausted after crying so much, and barely getting any sleep.

When he was done, he carefully tried to find Ray and the kitchen. Being blind sucked. “E-ex-excuse me, a-al-alpha?..”, he called out eventually.

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Markus was glad when Ray didn’t come to him again. He was still scared, and barely managed to get any rest, but at least he was alone and could feel as safe as he managed to in a strange alpha’s home.

He did dread the morning though, when Ray would just come back to him again. He hoped he could leave. He just wanted to go home.

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growlingbeasts:

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Markus couldn’t calm down for another hour. Then his crying stopped, as he couldn’t bring himself anymore to cry. Then exhaustion took him over, and he couldn’t keep himself awake anymore.

His sleep was troubled, nightmares plaguing his mind. He woke up a lot, gasping for breath, terrified of being somewhere he didn’t know.

Ray came to check on him from time to time. He was there to hug him if he needed it. It reallt broke his heart to see the small omega cry like that and be terrified of everything. He wanted to make sure that this omega would be comfortable with him.

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Markus was always terrified of Ray. He didn’t want to be touched, he didn’t want to be held, he was scared. Scared of alphas. Of Ray. He never fought back against him though, because he was taught not to. 

He was happy when he was alone, and managed to get some rest. Being in some alpha’s home, and never left alone for too long, it terrified him.

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Markus couldn’t calm down for another hour. Then his crying stopped, as he couldn’t bring himself anymore to cry. Then exhaustion took him over, and he couldn’t keep himself awake anymore.

His sleep was troubled, nightmares plaguing his mind. He woke up a lot, gasping for breath, terrified of being somewhere he didn’t know.