Host shook his head, moving so he could sit in Mark’s lap and hug him, hold onto him. He just didn’t feel like he’d be a good parent, and be able to raise them right.
“I do want a family… I just… don’t feel ready..”, he mumbled.
Host shook his head, moving so he could sit in Mark’s lap and hug him, hold onto him. He just didn’t feel like he’d be a good parent, and be able to raise them right.
“I do want a family… I just… don’t feel ready..”, he mumbled.
Host shifted when Mark moved his head, frowning slightly. He sighed, moving to hold onto Mark’s shirt.
“I don’t want children yet.”, he said quietly. “I’m- I’m sorry…”. He didn’t want to upset Mark, or be a bad omega. He wanted to be good, and make Mark happy. Even if it was to his discomfort.
“Nothing.”, Host mumbled, pressing his face further against Mark. What good would it bring to talk about it? He was sure he had told Mark before he didn’t want children yet. He didn’t feel ready. But it was the same like begging not to be restrained.
“Mhmh.”, Host hummed and shook his head lightly. He didn’t want Mark to move, especially since he wanted to come to terms with reality.
Host slept for a good while longer, enjoying the warmth from Mark and his humming. When he woke up, he nuzzled closer against Mark’s stomach. For now his heat was calm, which was good, but left him clearly thinking too. He was very aware Mark had probably succeeded in getting him pregnant, and he wasn’t too happy about it still.
Host curled up once he had been laid down, sleeping peacefully and quietly. It was rare for him to sleep well, though often he managed to sleep better during his heat. Exhaustion always made him sleep better.
Host slept peacefully, his heat having exhausted him greatly. It was really nice to be taken care of without having to worry.
“Okay.”, Host murmured and nodded lightly. He easily fell asleep in the water, comfortable surrounded by the warmth. It was nice, and he trusted Mark to take care of him.
“Mhh..”, Host hummed, leaning against Mark’s chest. He was aware he should at least eat something before sleeping, since he couldn’t eat while his heat was taking over, but he would probably fall asleep soon either way.
Host let Mark do whatever he wanted, not very caring. He just wanted to be held and relax, though he doubted Mark wanted to cuddle.
“Mhhm..”, he hummed softly and nodded lightly. He stayed still where he was, pretty much limp except holding himself up when he needed to.