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Markus smiled lightly. At least he got praise, even if he couldn’t work on his own dough. He’d just. Ignore it for now. Daniel had given him something else to do after all.

“Do you want to cut out your own shapes?”, he asked then. Or maybe Daniel had brought more cookie cutters.

“We can do that. I brought some cutters from work as well if you want to use them” he hummed.

“Sure.”, Markus replied softly and nodded. He wouldn’t cut out shapes by hand. He didn’t tend to do that even before he knew Daniel, but now he still had big problems doing anything with a knife around Daniel. Afraid he wouldn’t let him, because he might hurt himself -which was pretty unlikely, but still.

But at least he could use cookie cutters.

Markus smiled lightly. At least he got praise, even if he couldn’t work on his own dough. He’d just. Ignore it for now. Daniel had given him something else to do after all.

“Do you want to cut out your own shapes?”, he asked then. Or maybe Daniel had brought more cookie cutters.

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Markus smiled softly, happy. He had a really good recipe for butter cookies, that could be nicely cut into shapes without losing their shape. He didn’t own a lot of cookie cutters though.

He hummed softly and pecked his lips gently before he started to make dough, then handing him some to knead.

Markus quietly made his own dough, needing some heavy kneading with the amount of butter in it. He was happy doing so though. When Daniel handed him dough to knead, he put his own away, biting his lip as he focused on kneading the dough he’s been given.

Markus smiled softly, happy. He had a really good recipe for butter cookies, that could be nicely cut into shapes without losing their shape. He didn’t own a lot of cookie cutters though.

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“Of course.”, Markus replied softly, happily kissing Daniel too. He took them every day, even though he had been unsure at first. But when he hadn’t seen any negative outcome, he continued taking them without much worry.

“What do you wanna do today?”, he asked, leaning against Daniel’s chest.

„I thought we could bake some Christmas cookies together? Christmas is in less than a week“ he told him and nuzzled his nose softly.

“That’d be nice.”, Markus hummed softly. He was still reluctant doing anything with Danielle related to cooking and especially baking, but felt more comfortable agreeing to things and trying his best.

“Of course.”, Markus replied softly, happily kissing Daniel too. He took them every day, even though he had been unsure at first. But when he hadn’t seen any negative outcome, he continued taking them without much worry.

“What do you wanna do today?”, he asked, leaning against Daniel’s chest.

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Markus nodded, glad Daniel had felt it. He didn’t care for what he took it, as it couldn’t be taken as anything negative.

Markus nodded lightly, nuzzling against Daniel. He’d be fine. He was sure he’d be fine.

Two weeks later, he started noticing what these daily pills did. Before, he had been able to see some lights and shadows, like through thick fog. But it got better, very slowly, he could see a little better. He didn’t tell Daniel, afraid it was just a dream.

Daniel was currently at work since his holiday had been over. He soon was coming to Markus place again and smiled when he saw Markus. “Hey hun! I’m home!”

Marks smiled happily when Daniel came home, able to see the faintest of outlines when he got close to him, happily nizzling against him.

“How was your day?”, he asked. He had gotten a lot better with Daniel around, even if he still had depressive episodes, and nonverbal times.

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Markus nodded, glad Daniel had felt it. He didn’t care for what he took it, as it couldn’t be taken as anything negative.

Markus nodded lightly, nuzzling against Daniel. He’d be fine. He was sure he’d be fine.

Two weeks later, he started noticing what these daily pills did. Before, he had been able to see some lights and shadows, like through thick fog. But it got better, very slowly, he could see a little better. He didn’t tell Daniel, afraid it was just a dream.

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Markus nodded, glad Daniel had felt it. He didn’t care for what he took it, as it couldn’t be taken as anything negative.

Markus made a soft sound at the words, pressing his face into Daniel’s chest, blushing. Daniel was just so much nicer to him than any partner he had had before him.

He smiled and hummed softly at him. A few weeks passed and they both grew closer and closer. One day Daniel plopped down next to him and smiled, “Hey hun, can you do me a favor and and take that pill?”

“What is it?”, Markus asked, unsure. He liked Daniel, he loved him, and he really hoped Daniel would too. And it had been a month now, and Daniel was still nice, and kind, and never once hurt him or did something he didn’t want. But he was still afraid Daniel would suddenly turn bad.

“Trust me my love, it’s nothing bad. I heard they even taste like cherry” he smiled and pecked his lips softly, placing the pill in his hand.

“But…”, Markus was obviously unsure. He didn’t know what it was. But if Daniel wanted something bad, he wouldn’t ask him to take it, right?

“Okay…”, he mumbled. He was still bad at denying Daniel things anyways, so he took the pill.