“Alright then.”; Markus didn’t want to argue with Oliver. He would be glad for the warmth of Oliver with him, but if he was going to stay awake anyways, then what was he supposed to do?
“I’m really happy we’re finally traveling!”, he said with a bright smile.
“Tell me.”, Markus mumbled. He was comfortable with his arms around Daniel’s middle, and his head resting on his shoulder. He didn’t want to move, and he could feel how he looked like another time too. Maybe when his arms didn’t hurt as much anymore.
“Well… I have blue eyes and my skin is pretty pale.” He started and took his hand, letting his fingertips trail over his cheek softly. “I have just a little stubble going on in my face, I normally shave completely” he said softly. He then grabbed his hand and gently lead it up to his hair.
“My hair looks like the ones of those emo bands. Long bangs, and a bit longer in the back as well. And it’s turquoise” he told him.
Markus whined when Daniel pulled him back just to move his hand, missing the warmth of laying against his chest immediately. He listened quietly anyways though.
“Mh.”, he hummed, pulling his hand back so he could go back to wrapping his arms around Daniel’s middle, laying his head back onto his shoulder.
“Cold..”, he mumbled quietly, feeling warmer again against the other’s chest.
breaking-speed replied to your post “[[MOR] So I last cut myself like, half a year ago? Or smth? I don’t…”
Don’t do it
TOO LATE AHAHAHA
Make sure you get food first if you need it, or snacks. Snacks are always good to have.
I’m luckily still living at home so all I gotta pay is a bit of rent 😀
And I’m too lazy to go buy snacks either, cus bicycle is terrible
I GOT MY PAYCHECK GUESS WHO’S GONNA SPEND MONEY ON ADOPTS
I’m not
I’m sitting at my desk like a good boy and doing nothing
But I just have the urge to, you know?
Like when you randomly crave chocolate but in bad™
Since birth, you have a black marking on your body, where your soulmate will first touch you. It bursts into colour when you and your soulmate touch.
Markus didn’t know what could possibly happen to him. The black marking where his soulmate would first touch him was wrapped around his wrist, and he couldn’t tell if it was him getting pulled by it, or his wrist being held, or his arm moved, or anything. But he knew his soulmate would at least, hopefully, be able to notice they had touched when they did.
He stayed home a lot, blind and unable to work due to it. He liked going out though, to the park, sometimes.
Markus was surprised when someone talked to him so randomly. He hummed lightly, nodding.
“It’s nicely warm, and rather quiet today. It’s nice.”, he agreed. He had his eyes closed, knees drawn up to his chest. Just enjoying being here, listening to the birds.
She watched the water almost mesmerized by it. She sighed contentedly, “My name is Jasmine. It’s a pleasure to meet you Mr….?” She looked to him.
“Markus.”, Markus replied with a soft hum. He was content sitting like he did, curled up and enjoying the warmth he gathered like that. He didn’t feel the need to open his eyes, seeing how he couldn’t see in the first place.
So I last cut myself like, half a year ago? Or smth? I don’t remember, cus I have no memory or sense of time but
It’s like an addiction you know?
A lot of the time I want to do it again
Sometimes because of depression, thinking I deserve the pain
But a lot of the time I just kind of miss it?
Like right now
Right now I have such a big urge to get a razor and cut myself again
Just because of the pain, and not because of depression being a strong ass bitch
Which is pretty bad but I still want to do it even though I really shouldnt
“Tell me.”, Markus mumbled. He was comfortable with his arms around Daniel’s middle, and his head resting on his shoulder. He didn’t want to move, and he could feel how he looked like another time too. Maybe when his arms didn’t hurt as much anymore.
“Thank you.”, Markus said softly, looking towards Daniel with a little smile.
“Can.. you help me a little?..”, he asked quietly then. “I.. I just need to know what you made.. and where any glasses and such are..”, he mumbled. He didn’t want to grab into an open jar or glass, or knock something over.Markus relaxed on top of Daniel, enjoying his warmth, the blanket wrapped around the both somewhat. He was tired, thanks to his crying and bleeding, and didn’t feel any motivation to move much at all. And as long as he was warm and safe, he was okay with staying with Daniel.
“Can you tell me about yourself?”, Markus asked, mumbling. He would like to know more about him.
„Well sure..“ Daniel smiled and pulled him closer. „My name is Daniel, I’m 19 years old and I love in the city nearby. I’ve always been bullied in school for my sexuality and went through a rough time as well, but somehow I survived. I’m now living in a little apartment I call my own and work at a bakery“ he told him softly.
Markus listened quietly to Daniel, nodding along lightly. “I like baking.”, he murmured softly. “Maybe we can bake together some time..”. He could imagine living with Daniel. Not immediately of course, he was still a stranger, but some time. He’d like to not be alone.
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