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Colourful black

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“I.. I just have to trust the person if they say it’s colourful.”, Markus mumbled, looking away and to the lake again.
“I try to take a picture of it and send it to my brother though. I can trust him to tell me.”, he muttered quietly. He just wasn’t always able to right away. When he got stuck in an abusive relationship, it was hard to just be on his phone without being controlled.

“I haven’t met them yet, so I don’t know how it would feel… just.. hopefully good.”:

Markus hummed, but stayed quiet otherwise. He didn’t really have anything more to say.

He stood up after a while, picking up his cane and pulling it out, so he could easily tap the ground. He wasn’t sure if he should say goodbye or not though. Or if she maybe would want to leave too? He wasn’t sure.

Flowers of your pain

dxrkmirxge:

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“You’ll get sick of me.. everyone does..”, Markus mumbled, sniffing. He didn’t like it, he didn’t like himself, and he really believed no one would ever really stay with him and love him. If only because they got annoyed by his depression.

“Just wanted to make sure you’re here.”, Markus mumbled. He nuzzled into Daniel’s chest, wrapping his arms around him again. He felt warmest, and safest, wrapped around Daniel. Chest to chest, resting his head on the other’s shoulder, arms and legs wrapped around Daniel.

“I’m older than you.”, he mumbled after a while. He just wanted to talk about something, anything not terrible.

„You Are? How old are you darling?“ he asked softly and rubbed his back softly.

“Twenty two.”, Markus replied, voice quiet. He didn’t think three years was too big of a difference. He was aware he looked rather young, especially since he was so small in comparison to most men. But he didn’t much care.

It only bothered him more how early his abuse had begone, really. And for how long he was suffering from the caused depression.

Flowers of your pain

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“You’ll get sick of me.. everyone does..”, Markus mumbled, sniffing. He didn’t like it, he didn’t like himself, and he really believed no one would ever really stay with him and love him. If only because they got annoyed by his depression.

“Just wanted to make sure you’re here.”, Markus mumbled. He nuzzled into Daniel’s chest, wrapping his arms around him again. He felt warmest, and safest, wrapped around Daniel. Chest to chest, resting his head on the other’s shoulder, arms and legs wrapped around Daniel.

“I’m older than you.”, he mumbled after a while. He just wanted to talk about something, anything not terrible.

Flowers of your pain

dxrkmirxge:

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“You’ll get sick of me.. everyone does..”, Markus mumbled, sniffing. He didn’t like it, he didn’t like himself, and he really believed no one would ever really stay with him and love him. If only because they got annoyed by his depression.

Markus eventually fell asleep again. Emotions were tiring, especially a breakdown like that was back. Maybe he’d manage to properly sleep for now at the very least, and get some rest. Maybe it would help him feel better.

He was just glad he actually felt safe around Daniel, or at least enough to sleep. Normally insomnia kept him awake, but with how he was exhausting himself, it was no wonder he slept.

Daniel made sure to stay still while Markus slept and held him close to his chest to warm him a bit. He needed to watch over him, no matter what Markus told him. It was way worse than he had expected it to be.

Markus slept for an hour or two, before he woke up again. He finally felt better, not great, but definitely better. He rubbed his eyes tiredly, sniffing and rubbing his nose again as well.

“Daniel?..”, he asked quietly, hoping he was still there with him.

Flowers of your pain

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“You’ll get sick of me.. everyone does..”, Markus mumbled, sniffing. He didn’t like it, he didn’t like himself, and he really believed no one would ever really stay with him and love him. If only because they got annoyed by his depression.

Markus eventually fell asleep again. Emotions were tiring, especially a breakdown like that was back. Maybe he’d manage to properly sleep for now at the very least, and get some rest. Maybe it would help him feel better.

He was just glad he actually felt safe around Daniel, or at least enough to sleep. Normally insomnia kept him awake, but with how he was exhausting himself, it was no wonder he slept.

Flowers of your pain

dxrkmirxge:

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“You’ll get sick of me.. everyone does..”, Markus mumbled, sniffing. He didn’t like it, he didn’t like himself, and he really believed no one would ever really stay with him and love him. If only because they got annoyed by his depression.

Markus stayed quiet in return. He knew not every person was happy with their soulmate, but most people were. He wanted to be happy too.

“I’m sorry.”, he said quietly, sniffling. He knew Daniel didn’t like his apologies, but he had to.

„Its okay Markus.“ he whispered softly and then just stayed quiet, holding onto the other softly while he rubbed his back soothingly. He would try to help him, he wanted Markus to be happy too. But Markus needed to let him help.

Markus sniffed, rubbing his running nose with the bottom of his shirt, uncaring about it. Most of his stuff was somewhat bloody by noe anyways.

He slowly fully relaxed against Daniel, feeling a little better than before. Not good, but not like actively wanting to die.

Draw on me

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“I love kids.”, Markus wrote back with a small smile. He really liked them, and he had had a lot of fun being in a kindergarten and helping them, teaching them. He even had been in a pre-school for some time, though he preferred the kindergarten.

“Isn’t it morning for you by now?”, he asked then. It was evening for them after all, and adding fourteen hours to that..

Agnes looked outside and chuckled softly. “I guess it is. I have to get to bed. Last graveyard shift is tonight.” She gets up and stretches, turning the computer off.

She goes into her room and changes into her pajamas, then uncaps the marker again. “Love you.” She capped the marker, turned off the light, and went to bed.

Markus was startled when Arthur told him what she had written, blushing slightly. He carefully drew a heart in reply, letting Arthur help him wash off the rest of the messages. It was time they ate something, and then went sleeping as well. Though probably jot until a good few more hours.

Enyo wandered the forest with a small smile on his face, since the storm he had erected a cottages which was small on the outside but big inside so that it didn’t damage the surroundings. It was made of magic technically so no humans would stumble upon his home. He still didn’t have a name nor face for the forest deity, he was just very thankful for permission to stay. @crushed-starrdust

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Elvin was very happy having Enyo here. It was just nice, and the animals of the forest were peaceful around him as well. They didn’t mind the little cottage, as well as visiting there. As long as Enyo was peaceful and kind, nothing and no one living in this forest would bother Enyo.

Elvin liked watching Enyo sometimes, rarely talking to him again -staying hidden most of the time, though not so that Enyo couldn’t see him if he would try.

The deity was currently on a small clearing, tending to some flowers. Humming some melodies he remembered as he helped them grow, and made sure no weeds would kill the little flowers.

He tensed slightly as they passed the charm, uttering a quick spell to protect himself incase it didn’t accept him. He grinned again as he was allowed in.

Enyo gasped allowing his gaze to wander as they came into the clearing. “An area of mass beauty deserves its charm. This place is stunning.” His voice was soft and in awe. “A place fit for the deity.“ He almost cooed the words softly glancing at Elvin. “Is that your tree?”

Elvin was very happy that Enyo enjoyed being here. It was his home after all! And he spend most of his time here, when he wasn’t elsewhere in the forest.

“Yes! And I hope it’ll be here for as long as time.”, he replied, smiling happily. He let go of Enyo’s hand, to instead make his way over to his tree. His hair, and the cloth of his greek chlamy, were the same dark brown as the bark of the tree.

Flowers of your pain

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“You’ll get sick of me.. everyone does..”, Markus mumbled, sniffing. He didn’t like it, he didn’t like himself, and he really believed no one would ever really stay with him and love him. If only because they got annoyed by his depression.

Markus stayed quiet in return. He knew not every person was happy with their soulmate, but most people were. He wanted to be happy too.

“I’m sorry.”, he said quietly, sniffling. He knew Daniel didn’t like his apologies, but he had to.