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“I highly doubt you’d seem like an ass.”, Markus mumbled and chuckled softly. “You can.”, he murmured, looking at the other. He wished he could see him, even though he really couldn’t see anything. Other than some light and dark.

“Is there a possibility for you to see some day again?” He asked softly and rubbed his sides. He didn’t want to come off as rude.

“Ah… no. No I don’t think so.”, Markus mumbled softly and shook his head.He understood why Daniel asked, and he really wasn’t very bothered by it. He just missed his sight a lot.

“I highly doubt you’d seem like an ass.”, Markus mumbled and chuckled softly. “You can.”, he murmured, looking at the other. He wished he could see him, even though he really couldn’t see anything. Other than some light and dark.

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Markus squeaked and blushed when he was picked up, wrapping his arms around Daniel’s neck, and his legs around his middle. He kissed him back, experience telling him that sex was also good for an apology. But he also knew if Daniel didn’t want it as thanks, he wouldn’t want it as sorry either. He just wouldn’t mention it in the first place, just let Daniel do what he wanted.

“I really like you” he mumbled against his lips, holding him up and against his chest. He couldn’t deny that he would love to have sex with Markus right now, but he didn’t want to make it seem like he was like all the others.

“I like you too.”, Markus replied quietly. He did, Daniel was great. He was better than all of his previous partners, he was gentle, and soft, and genuine, and never said anything bad towards him.
“You’re.. you’re the best boyfriend I could ask for.”, he mumbled softly, pressing a gentle kiss to Daniel’s lips.

Markus squeaked and blushed when he was picked up, wrapping his arms around Daniel’s neck, and his legs around his middle. He kissed him back, experience telling him that sex was also good for an apology. But he also knew if Daniel didn’t want it as thanks, he wouldn’t want it as sorry either. He just wouldn’t mention it in the first place, just let Daniel do what he wanted.

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Markus still flinched when Daniel touched him, but he relaxed when he was kissed. He slowly kissed back, feeling at least not hated. Daniel still liked him.

“It’s okay dear” he whispered against his lips.

Markus hesitated, before holding onto Daniel’s shirt. He kissed him again, hoping it’d make him feel better. Daniel liked him even if he was useless. Daniel still liked him. He liked him. 

Markus still flinched when Daniel touched him, but he relaxed when he was kissed. He slowly kissed back, feeling at least not hated. Daniel still liked him.

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Markus took fifteen minutes before he felt okay enough again. Washing his face, before making his way back to the kitchen. He had no idea how fast Daniel was with cooking, so he just stood in the doorway, fiddling with his fingers.

Daniel looked over at smiled softly, “Hey hun.” He said softly and made his way over to him. Markus could hear the sizzling of the chicken breasts in the pan already.

“Hi.”, Markus replied quietly. He obviously didn’t feel as well as earlier. And he fully blamed himself for feeling bad, and he shouldn’t feel bad, making him feel worse.

“Sorry I couldn’t help with anything..”, he mumbled. He felt useless. He probably was.

Markus took fifteen minutes before he felt okay enough again. Washing his face, before making his way back to the kitchen. He had no idea how fast Daniel was with cooking, so he just stood in the doorway, fiddling with his fingers.

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Markus blinked harshly, feeling his eyes burn with the threat of tears. He had made Daniel feel bad. Why couldn’t he just be glad he could do anything at all? Why did he always have to make others feel bad?

He didn’t even know where Daniel had put the chicken. And if he had them already in a pan, he would probably burn himself.
“I.. gotta go to the bathroom..”, he mumbled, leaving the kitchen quietly. 

Daniel wanted to say something but as he turned around, Markus was already gone. He sighed and rubbed his face. Why couldn’t he not just make Markus happy? Why did he have to hurt him again?!

Markus walked to the bathroom, locking the door behind him and sliding to the ground. Curling up, he buried his face in his arms and sobbed. He wanted to hurt himself, but he also knew Daniel would know immediately, so he couldn’t. He’d just cry until he felt a little better.